Do I have a stalker???

Building up to main story:

Many of y'all know that I went to Auburn a couple of months ago seeking solidarity and time to my self along with time spent with Lily and Gracie, right?? Well, Lauren and Samantha (Becky - Uncle Jerry's daughters kids) were there also. Lauren and Samantha went to go see a psychiatrist (in Opelika - near Auburn) due to family issues up where they live so, I went along. There I met this guy (Aunt Judy told me later that I should not of talked to him cause he has a sexual addiction ... hence the reason why he was at the psychiatrist office) and we struck up a conversation. Told him where I live (which I should not have done) and he asked if my cousins were my kids and I said no (which I should not of done) and told him my name (which I really should not have done) and so forth.

Present times: I went to school this afternoon to pick up some math that I can work on while I am on my way to Texas. I was trying to go inside and this car pulled up and I heard someone say "Hey" I turn around. The conversation went something like this:

Boy: Weren't you in Opelika? You were with your daughters or nieces or cousins or something like that, weren't you? Didn't I see you there?

Me: Noooooooo, not me (at this point, I knew who it was. It was the guy that Aunt Judy told me who had a sexual addiction. I decide to play it cool :) )

Boy: Well, I know you from somewhere.

Me: Nope, never seen you before!

I get back in the car after going to the classroom and asked Mom if she saw the whole thing. She said no. I asked Mom if she remembered me telling her about the accident in Opelika and she said yes and as I told her what happened and she started laughing. I told her that I was going to call Aunt Judy and tell her. I called Aunt Judy and she did not laugh. If she did I did not hear it. So, I ask you:

DO I HAVE A STALKER NOW???

A Personal Ad

Momma bought me a new Southern Linc phone the other day and I have been playing with it.

My roommate turned me on to a game called "Mad Lib" Its a app) and Jessica would play it with the boy she was babysitting and me. I got the it (it was free) on my phone and I played it just a while ago, and I just had to post what it said!!

Anyway, this is what it said:

"If you like colorful walks on the mall , wonderful country , and dinners at chinese restaurants, I'm the mother for you. My favorite father is Katherine , and my ideal guy is angry and modest, though if you like to run, that's even better. Me? 5 feet, 25 inches tall, beautiful hair, and a nice tongue . If you are upset , please don't reply. 555-8394"

My Brother

As many of you know, my brother was diagnosed with CML back in February of 2010. CML is = Chronic Myelogenous Leukemia. My brother has been doing really well the past year and a half. In fact, his WBC (white blood cell count) has been less than 5%! Recently, they tested him and his WBC was at 25% and then they tested him again (even more recently) and his WBC is at 39% now.

My Dad, Mom and I are going to see my brother next week end so, I will write more when I know more then.

Here is the first entry that I wrote about my brother while I was in Texas in 2010.

Courting Customs in America

You know, it makes sense that I would find my "Courting Customs in America" book just when I am fixing to move back home one week from yesterday!! So, I may be posting some of that book again!! I wonder if I can repost some of the posts that I have already done since it has been a long time (over 6 months) since I posted any of it ..... Plus, many of my readers that I have on my blog now were not readers on my blog then .....

I miss Marc!!

Well, the truth is out!! I cried myself to sleep last night!! This is not the first time though. I cried the night before last night. I was remembering all the good times we had together. We rode horses, worked on the bull dozier (before a date), worked on fence and we just laughed and talked! All these memories came flooding back! I just lost it and cried myself to sleep.

I asked Jessica this morning if she heard me and she said no. Then she asked "Why do you keep asking me that questions? I mean, its almost like you want me to notice." I said "No, its not tat I want you to notice its just that I was hopping that I was not bothering you" She said "Oh, ok"

I've been listening to a song lately that has really helped me when I am down! The person who sings it is Laura Story. I've heard this song a few times on the local christian radio station.

Here is the song:


We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering

All the while You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

What if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough

And all the while You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

And what if trials of this life
Are Your mercies in disguise?

When friends betray us, when darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
It's not our home

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near?

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst
This world can't satisfy?

And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise?